5th september

2 more dayz(cz now is 6th september 3.14am) to ur birthday..
i decided to bake a cake for u..

juz now suh ching organize a birthday party for u..
lolz..dun ask me where m i..
cz i sure is there..
but duno y kinda less ppl go..
all pps de kaki..
luckily gt kok n jko, teman me chat..
at least pull me out of the indifferent situation..

tat ljc..damn u go hell la..zz.
keep on talk something unrational make us both so 尴尬..=.=ll
if u shut up 4 10 minutes n dun speak at all u can tahan bo?
zzz...keep on say this say tat like urself vr pro..zzz..
make me dulan dy stil wan say something stupid..
brain off urs juz full of nonsense?
are there anything tat can be constructive in ur mind..?
zzz..!@#$%^&*()

actually xj, suh ching n sayli quite good de..
they tried to hlp me make opportunities..
but..sry la..cz i aldy giv tat bastard make me till nt vr gt mood..
but i dun wan let her noe..so i didn take those chances created by u guyz..
thx anyway..i appreciate it a lot..

now i duno i m under wat circumtances..
my left brain tell me to go forward n my right brain tell me to stop..
wat should i do?
i m stil configuring wat to do..(although i tot of letting go)
i LOVE u..
can u feel that? or u choose to ignore that..?

i stayed about 1 hour under the rain..(juz small small rain la..)
thinking bout wat should i do..
n guess wat crossed my mind?
nothing except wat the nonsense said by tat bastard..!!!!
wat the hell..!!

the last thing i rmb thinking is i sang n wrote a song..
a song tat i nearly finish with tears..lolz..
izit so late that i started to yawn n tears comin out..?
or m i too terrified to do anything after so much stuff i have done..?