1st august

38 dayz to ur birthday..
i m still struggling m i really going to do tat 4 u..
its a whole new month, a whole new life, but same old crush..
juz cant get rid of u..
u taken a big place in my heart..n u hvn giv tat back yet...

2day v went to into college..
for sure. she did go with me..
its my 1st time to inti main campus at nilai..
but its a vr nice visit...

xin jie so good..she help me create chance..
so i sit beside her in the lab...[4 approximately whole trip ler]..
kinda great memory 2day..
take lotz of photo..
with her, teach her de..act noob de..
wat oso gt...

but when i wan send all those photos..
zzz..
the sender ter-press 'c' button [sony ericsson], then all hilang..

wakao..
is god making fun of me..?
or it is my destiny to beyond reach to her..?
tell me y..?
y such thing can happen..?

then after a long trip..
i heard another sad story again..
wat the..another pair broke off..
with an equally say story..

n the date of seperation, 13/7...
wakao..
2 frens..
1 13/7,another 20/7..
both is long term couple..
both broke up on monday..
both broke up by msg..
both broke up on july..
both broke up news, i juz noe it this week..

wat a sad week to end..
haiz..this make me feel insecure..
how if this kind of stuff happen to me..
or, i wun even hv chance to be with her..?
i juz duno wat to say now..

i'm perhaps to terrified to do any act..
i scare i will be another victim of heart broken disease..
haiz..